Bid wheel keep on turning....

OK so just because I feel like I am falling apart at the seams does not mean that the world can stop. i really wish it would but here i am just barely keeping myself anchored. feel like I am holding on with all my might and all I have left are my fingertips on the edge of nothingness. Been a long few days as I said last time. I am just barely getting done the things I need to like right now i should be asleep as 4:30 is just about 2 hours away yet here I am sitting here typing out a blog humph!! I had a power point presentation due for my environmental science class tonight and I hate power point!! I just think that there are so many other ways to deliver a presentation and that power point is over played and well overstayed its welcome. I went to a sweet sixteen today and then to my parents to have fathers day dinner with my dad then off to see my kid rushed back here to get my homework done and now I just cant relax. Hubby and both doggy boys are asleep and all three are snoring. Sometimes I wish I could be like them an just lie my head down and be asleep almost instantly. No I am the one who lies awake for hours just trying to get into a position that I will not wake up too sore to move from. Grossest thing ever!! i woke myself up by drooling on my self last night!! Ugh how disgusting!! I am not talking one of those little spittle runs down your cheek I am talking about must have been dreaming about some good eats mouth watering drool gushing out of my mouth and down my cheek and into my hair before I could even sit up and a wet pillow kind of drooling. So gross! Nice now my dog has decided that my pillow should be his so now not only am I going to worry about drowning myself in my own drool I have to worry about choking on dog hair as well. anyone who has or knows about labs can attest to the fact that when they blow coat you will find dog hair everywhere!! this is the first time in his life he has really blown coat. I found dog hair in my clean laundry yesterday morning. there was dog hair in my dish drain, my carpet instead of a nice Green looks black and dingy and I just ran the vacuum yesterday!! His fur is everywhere. I tried to comb him out and it looked like I removed an entire animal from his coat!! when I got done Buddy looked about 15 lbs slimmer than he did before he got combed! He is a funny boy! Brought the boys home some rib bones from my parents. i know blah blah blah don't feed your dogs bones blah blah blah but hey if they were out in the wild and got into some ones trash they would get them an besides they have been eating them their whole lives. anyway they loved the rib bones and Buddy takes his and puts it in his crate. He then goes t his food and water and drinks all of his water. Cosmo goes over by the crate when he finished his bone and Buddy comes tearing across the room to the crate grabs the bone and turns around in the crate effectively turning his back on Cosmo and proceeds to eat his bone. Oh and he likes to catch lightning bugs! I told my husband if he takes the boys out at night and Buddy's poop glows don't worry it is just lightning bugs. He has not perfected the art of catching them does not mean eating them lol. The stupid bugs are EVERYWHERE. Came back in from walking the boys, figured i would change then work on my homework well took my shirt off and felt something just inside the edge of my bra, pull it out and its glowing grrrr freaking lightning bug in my bra!! the woods along side of us are glowing from the thousands if not millions that are in there at night! I do know one thing I would rather have lightning bugs than LOVE BUGS!! at least the lightning bugs are cool to watch and wont ruin the paint on your car!! OK pure randomness tonight! the sweet sixteen I went to today? It was is Merril Park. I have not been there since my 12 year old was about 5 or so. When I used to take her there to see the animals there was an old horse there named King ( thinking that was his name) well one time when my mother was with us she said it was the same horse that has been there since I was little. OK that's cool multigenerational animal entertainment. Is it still possible for that horse to be alive?? I mean it is the same one as when my daughter was younger but could it really be almost 30 years old and be the same one from my childhood? King is very old and half blind. He has a massive cataract in his right eye and his left eye is starting to look milky but isn't too bad yet. He is a sweety but can get a little nippy if you try to touch his face on the right side. I m assuming that this is because he can not see you and it may startle him a little. He seems to be OK with you touching that side as long as you are talking to him or making some noise to remind him you are there. So sad when he walked away from us today he stumbled and he seems to be having a hard time really picking his legs up and he kind of drags his hoofs when he walks reminds me of the lazy teens when they shuffle along. Anyway just getting my thoughts out but now my eyes are tired and I think I can finally rest for about 2 hours maybe even sleep if i don't drowned in a pool of my own drool!!!