here we go again

     SOOOOO much is going on that I am surprised that I am even able to post anything! My hubby has finally gotten on some new meds and while they are not the ones we were waiting for he is staying awake for the most part. He was prescribed the stimulants to stay awake but his meds manager for his bipolar changed his meds so he is not taking the stimulant unless needed. I am a little upset that it took over two years for them to change his meds after we had all said something had to give but what is done is done and we cant change it now. time to move forward. My daughter is almost doe with her program now she has been in this 6-9 week program for almost 5 months and she is now like a different person. I feel like I have my litle girl back well mabe not but it s sooo much better than it has been in the last few years. i am almost done with my associates degree. As of right now I have 6 weeks and 3 days left untill I finish (aug 28th)but there are only 5 weeks and 3 days untill graduation (aug 21st). I am pretty excited. this is a huge accomplishment for me. I really never thought that I would ever go back to school and get a degree no less looking forward to staying in school and get another and then a masters and even a doctorate. I know this will take time and I might have about another 10 years of school to get through before I get to that point but I relly want it. I mean 10 years sounds like a lot of time and true it is but think back over the last 10 years and you most likely will find yourself saying where has the time gone? That seems like it was yesterday!! 10 years ago my daughter was 3 and I feel like I can remeber every day and onder where that time went. 15 years ago I was still hanging out with my friends and living it up as we thought we should. I can reember going to Rocky Horror every friday and  sleep overs and doing the things we knew we shouldnt be but being young enough not to care. I dont know why it all seems like it was just the other day. Yes I do because time is relevent. Sit at the doctors office for 3 hours wehn you dont feel well or be at home sick and fll asleep for 3 hours and youwill know what I mean. Just like waiting for the last bell to ring at the end of the school day that last  inute time seemed to go backards instead of forward. But be one minute before curfew and the time seems to be going twice as fast (still no excuse for being late getting home young lady!!) but 10 years is a large chunk of time. If I do not do it then i will always wonder what if I had. Then again 10 years is over in no time at all and then I have what I have already set the foundation for and can use for the rest of my life! Enough rambling off to bed many cars to work on tomorrow and never enough timein the day to get them all done... See time is relevant!!